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Multi-fandom personal blog with varying interests, lots of feminism, a good touch of human decency, and overdose of kpop. Likes to complain and gush about friends and babble about husband and cats. Likes Asian media, cartoons, comics, YA books, trying to write, pretty people, cute things, ladies being lovely, making fun of assholes, and cute animals. Very hyper and use a lot of capslocks; hyperbolic and constantly embarrassing. I am impervious to death by cuteness. Currently in a Hirunaka no Ryuusei phrase.

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HnR 66


I have mixed feelings towards this new chapter. I hate that he is butting into her life again after what he has done to her, but I’m also glad that she is finally hearing his true feelings. I love Shishio…but I also love Mamura and everything he has done for Suzume. JUST DO YOU SEE MY PROBLEM. I SHIP BOTH MAZUME AND SHIZUME. I WILL DIE NO MATTER WHO SHE ENDS UP WITH BECAUSE I LOVE MAMURA AND SHISHIO AND DON’T WANT TO SEE EITHER OF THEM GET HURT. UGH. DAMN IT. WHY.image

I think that’s one of the major - and painful - points is that… unfortunately because of the way Shishio handled things, there’s no real RIGHT time. I think, too, that it’s very necessary that she hears his true feelings as, you know, it’s what he should have done from the start. But I also have strong feelings about people butting into relationships, no matter the situation. I have strong feelings about people who know someone is taken and still throw things out there like that and it doesn’t matter who the people are. Respect is about peoples’ space and their relationships and to intrude on that is really messy.

But Suzume DOES need to know and she DOES need to hear it especially for her to ever have closure and make any choices and aljfdakfdlkaj it just makes things so messy and it’s lajfdlkjfa auuugh ;A;


perhaps suzume knowing sensei’s true feelings will actually turn out to be a good thing. even with the knowledge of sensei’s feelings, hopefully she’ll still choose to be with mamura in the end. and that will mean that she really does love mamura more. and if not, then good for sensei and suzume, because there’s plenty of love there, too. but i hope mamura will be happy.

I do think it’s definitely very important that Suzume knows Shishio’s true feelings because yes, it does level the field. It means hat if Suzume knows his feelings and still actively chooses to continue her relationship with Mamura, she has made her attempt to move on and it will be fair for her to know that the feelings are there. I think it’s fair to acknowledge that were it not for Suzume believing Shishio didn’t share her feelings, she wouldn’t be with Mamura, and that to know those feelings means her choice will be very fair and honest. Like, if you HAVE to make such a choice, it IS rather fair to know all the cards if possible.

Especially since it’s what Shishio should have done from the beginning, being honest. D:

Anonymous asked: Hello! Just wanted to ask you on what are you thoughts on the recent developments in HnR and how you think the story will progress from now on?

Man. MAN.

This is an exciting question because I haven’t done a proper HnR blab in a while, but it’s also a tough one, because part of me just wants to yell I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT’S GOING ON ANYMORE.

I think the biggest thing is it feels like very suddenly everything moving fast. And I don’t mean things are moving TOO QUICKLY or anything. We’ve had proper time elapses and the likes, but it feels like all of the action is suddenly piling up. And hey! That’s life, sometimes. There’s a lot of things going on. But I think I was so used to the pace prior that for things to be suddenly HAPPENING is like whoa I need to get off this ride and take a breath.

I assume you’ve seen chapter 66 - which I’ve only just seen myself - and this is why you’ve asked, kekeke, so that means to anyone reading, spoilers ahead under the read more!

strawberrygom asked: Once you get this you have to say 5 nice things about yourself publicly, and then send this to 10 of your favorite followers ❤️

THIS ONE HAS BEEN HERE FOR LIKE, 10 DAYS I AM SO SORRY I AM TRASH I AM THE WORST I haven’t been great at keeping up with my messages in the past couple weeks, especially things that are like this where I have to respond and talk about myself. D:


❤️ ❤️ ❤️ Thank you for sending this Becca! I am SO SORRY I took forever to answer - I promise I wasn’t like, ignoring it. Life has just been hectic and busy lately and I feel like I’ve been running around in circles flapping my arms, but YOU ARE SO SWEET AND I’M SO HAPPY YOU THOUGHT TO SEND THIS TO MEEEEEEEE LET ME GIVE YOU A BIG CUDDLY HUG!

evicarstairs asked: once you get this you have to say 5 things about yourself publicly and then send this to ten of your favourite followers.♥

This has been sitting in my inbox for a few days now, and I’m so sorry about that! It’s been a busy few days! UHMMMM let’s see! I’ve done so many of these variations that it becomes difficult to write things that aren’t already obvious/well known, hah!

This is a really weird collection of facts lmao :/ I’m so sorry for that rofl but thank you for sending to meeeee <3333 YOU ARE FOREVER ONE OF MY FAVORITES I GET SO TICKLED WHEN YOU SEND THESE THINGS :’3 ♥ ♥ ♥

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In which Jaime required coffee in order to sit through the wedding vows. [x]



To all those who don’t think the rape joke was a problem, or rape jokes are a problem.

I get it, you’re a decent guy. I can even believe it. You’ve never raped anybody. You would NEVER rape anybody. You’re upset that all these feminists are trying to accuse you of doing something or connect you to doing something that, as far as you’re concerned, you’ve never done and would never condone.

And they’ve told you about triggers, and PTSD, and how one in six women is a survivor, and you get it. You do. But you can’t let every time someone gets all upset get in the way of you having a good time, right?

So fine. If all those arguments aren’t going anything for you, let me tell you this. And I tell you this because I genuinely believe you mean it when you say you don’t want to hurt anybody, and you don’t see the harm, and that it’s important to you to do your best to be a decent and good person. And I genuinely believe you when you say you would never associate with a rapist and you think rape really is a very bad thing.

Because this is why I refuse to take rape jokes sitting down-

6% of college age men, slightly over 1 in 20, will admit to raping someone in anonymous surveys, as long as the word “rape” isn’t used in the description of the act.

6% of Penny Arcade’s target demographic will admit to actually being rapists when asked.

A lot of people accuse feminists of thinking that all men are rapists. That’s not true. But do you know who think all men are rapists?

Rapists do.

They really do. In psychological study, the profiling, the studies, it comes out again and again.

Virtually all rapists genuinely believe that all men rape, and other men just keep it hushed up better. And more, these people who really are rapists are constantly reaffirmed in their belief about the rest of mankind being rapists like them by things like rape jokes, that dismiss and normalize the idea of rape.

If one in twenty guys is a real and true rapist, and you have any amount of social activity with other guys like yourself, really cool guy, then it is almost a statistical certainty that one time hanging out with friends and their friends, playing Halo with a bunch of guys online, in a WoW guild, or elsewhere, you were talking to a rapist. Not your fault. You can’t tell a rapist apart any better than anyone else can. It’s not like they announce themselves.

But, here’s the thing. It’s very likely that in some of these interactions with these guys, at some point or another someone told a rape joke. You, decent guy that you are, understood that they didn’t mean it, and it was just a joke. And so you laughed.

And, decent guy who would never condone rape, who would step in and stop rape if he saw it, who understands that rape is awful and wrong and bad, when you laughed?

That rapist who was in the group with you, that rapist thought that you were on his side. That rapist knew that you were a rapist like him. And he felt validated, and he felt he was among his comrades.

You. The rapist’s comrade.

And if that doesn’t make you feel sick to your stomach, if that doesn’t make you want to throw up, if that doesn’t disturb you or bother you or make you feel like maybe you should at least consider not participating in that kind of humor anymore…

Well, maybe you aren’t as opposed to rapists as you claim.


- Time-Machine (via a comment at shakesville.com)

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Ten Women I Have Been Warned Against Becoming:

1. The Girl Who Takes Up Too Much Space, always, her shoulders too wide in stairwells, her hips too big in doorways, her voice too loud in classes. This woman does not understand the art of crumbling, of curling herself tight like the spiral of a fern, soft, delicate, unwilling to reach out the ivy of her fingers to grasp onto what should rightfully be hers. This is a beast, an elephant, a moving mountain and she is capable of flattening you, she is capable of ruining you, she is capable of making you feel as small and insignificant in her life as she is supposed to be. You are this woman’s footnote to history, you are her side note in song lyrics, you are constantly interrupted by her with a witty joke you wish you thought of. I asked what the problem was with being a steamroller instead of a sunflower and I was laughed down.

2. The Beautiful One, the long hair or the slim waist or the pretty eyes or the lips like bowstrings. This woman looks good in everything because she’s confident in whatever you put her in. She’ll cut her hair short on you no matter how you like it, she’ll wear high heels and step on your opinions, she’ll look hot as hell no matter what size she is. See, the reason you can’t trust her is because women like this don’t need your permission, they’ll do as they please and get away with it. They’ll say no to you, over and over. Teach your daughters that beautiful means dangerous, teach them to distrust women who love themselves. Equate beautiful with vapid, equate pretty with stupid, take their power from them. Say they’re vain for their makeup, refuse to see them without it. These women are snakes, they are serpents. I said maybe the problem lies with you being unable to control yourself and was told to get off my pedestal.

3. A Bitch. Women are supposed to be ladies in the street but will tear skin under sheets. I’m told: Never raise your voice. Speak gently. Submit. Hold your opinion against your lips and when you admit to it, make sure it comes out as a butterfly wing suggestion. Don’t disagree. Don’t undermine someone else’s authority, regardless of whether or not they deserve your respect. Someone touches you, just move away from them. Don’t hit. Don’t talk back. Be like the ruins of Rome, only beautiful if you can’t hear your quiet death.

4. The Needy One. I have heard how others spit when they talk about how she gave you everything and you shoved it back down her throat until she choked on it, until she came back crawling and asked you what she did, until her palms and knees were scraped for want of just a little affection - never be this woman, I’m told, because she’s a joke and the joke is that she dared to have more emotion than you did. The truth is, I’m told, the one who cares less in a partnership is the one who wins. I didn’t know this was a competition.

5. The Cock Tease, certified stripper, how dare that girl look like that and not want me to sleep with her. Lust is always personified as a lady in red with a dress slit up her thigh. Lust is sinful because it’s power, it’s not asking for attention - it’s demanding it. I’m told she is the worst kind of woman, that looking good is supposed to be some kind of shame on her kin. I’m told not to leave the house in such a short skirt, not with a shirt so low, not with a lace back, not with high heels, not dressed like that. My lipstick can’t be too red, my hair can’t be too mussed, I can’t just “turn someone on like that and then leave them wanting.” I mentioned that instant gratification actually ruins our psyche and was told that being led on was “exhausting.” I said that there was a difference between purposefully tricking someone into liking you and just being attractive or friendly. I was told there’s also a difference between coffee and tea but both result in caffeine. I said, “I’ve been turned on in class by the girls I talk to but I didn’t expect anything from them,” and they said, “It’s different, you’re not a man,” but couldn’t explain where that difference was.

6. A Slut, obviously ruined by another person’s touch. It doesn’t matter how many people she’s actually been with, it’s all about the rumors she carries with her. Easy. Harlot. You’ll still try to get with her, you’ll still take her into your bed and kiss her and say things you don’t mean - but you’ll defame her name when you talk to your buddies. My father used to say “A slut is fine for the night, but the virgin is who you take home and marry.” Maybe he didn’t know he was teaching his daughter to hate her sexuality. Maybe he didn’t know that every time she’d be kissed, her whole system would shake until she felt ready to combust, shame and self-hatred shivering against her spine. Maybe he didn’t know she’d disconnect emotions and sex because he always told her, “Boys are different, they won’t care about you.” Nobody said to her that it was okay to experiment. See, the funny thing is, I’m a dancer so I know exactly where my center of gravity is. I know how hard I’ll fall in each direction. Yet out of fear of getting hurt, I won’t let a single person inside of my bed.

7. The Soulmate. Never love romance more than you love being cynical. Never show weakness, never like pink, never think maybe you might find someone nice and settle down with them. Someone will find you, I was told, And if you’re lucky, he’ll put up with you when you start getting old. Never be the woman who believes in happily ever after, never be dumb enough to think maybe someone could love you after all of your mistakes. It has nothing to do with whether or not a family is important to you and you’re in a good place where a relationship would make your life better - you’re not a princess. You don’t get married, you settle.

8. The Girl With Strength, who can outrun everyone and who is stronger than her boyfriend. “See the thing about boys,” says my daddy, “Is that you have to let them win.” I sat at home and read stories about Artemis and wanted to become the huntress, too. I wanted to howl at the moon, I wanted to slay the beasts that bested me, I wanted to rule my kingdom with bloody fists. But girls are never athletes, never supposed to be “built,” regardless of the fact civilizations were constructed on our spines and we made homes in war by the steel of our ribs. Never be strong. We are supposed to wilt.

9. The Lady CEO: because if you choose work over family, are you really a girl? How dare you fight your way to the top through every pair of eyes that bore through your blouse, through every meeting where you were hushed by the sound of someone else talking, through every time someone called you “sweetie,” how dare you yearn for something. Is your husband the stay-at-home one? I can’t imagine how that is going. He’s not a real man, after all. I don’t give it long before the divorce. How dare you decide you’re happy being single. Don’t you know you’re supposed to bear children. Where is your honor? Where is your wisdom? Who cares if you are the leader, the best suited for your position, the quickest-thinking, the one who makes the hardest clients come back again. Don’t you see? Across history, women have been terrible at success. They always lose their man in the end. (When I said, “I would rather be a famous author than a mediocre mother,” I was told, “No, don’t worry, you’ll be a fine mommy.”)



- In respectful response to a poem tilted, “Ten men women have warned me against becoming." /// r.i.d  (via konvictmuzik)

Anonymous asked: from generation 1 to 6 what do you think are the greatest moments in-game?


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